For years, I’ve carried a heavy burden, both physically and emotionally. Imagine living with the weight of 30 kilograms of tumors inside your body, a constant reminder of your fragility and the uncertainty of each day. It’s been a journey marked by pain, fear, and countless unanswered questions. But today, as I prepare for surgery, I feel a sense of relief wash over me like never before.

The road to this moment has been anything but easy. My journey with these tumors began years ago, their presence slowly growing within me, invisible yet ever-present. At first, I ignored the signs, dismissing the discomfort as something temporary, something that would pass with time. But as the tumors continued to grow, so did my worries.

The weight of carrying such a burden took its toll on me, both physically and emotionally. Simple tasks became monumental challenges, and the fear of what lay ahead loomed over me like a dark cloud. Would I ever find relief? Would I ever feel like myself again?

Despite the uncertainty, I refused to let fear dictate my life. I sought out medical advice, hoping for answers, for a glimmer of hope in the darkness. And finally, after years of searching, I found it.

The decision to undergo surgery was not one I made lightly. The risks were high, and the road to recovery would be long and arduous. But for the first time in years, I felt a flicker of hope ignite within me. This surgery represented more than just the removal of physical tumors; it symbolized a chance at reclaiming my life, at breaking free from the chains that had bound me for so long.

As I lie here, surrounded by the sterile walls of the operating room, I feel a mix of emotions wash over me. Fear still lingers in the depths of my mind, but it’s overshadowed by a profound sense of gratitude. Gratitude for the skilled hands that will guide me through this journey, for the unwavering support of my loved ones, and for the opportunity to finally find relief.

And so, as the anesthesia takes hold and I drift into the unknown, I cling to the hope that awaits me on the other side. This surgery may mark the end of one chapter, but it’s also the beginning of a new journey—one filled with promise, possibility, and the freedom to live without the weight of my tumors holding me back.